LOVE

so the topic of the night is that four letter word that some of us dread sayin, the word some enjoying saying, and the word that means ALOT to each of us.. the word is LOVE! My roomies & I are just sitting here.. mind you, its 12:38 a.m. & just chillin.. So today, I've had some really deep conversations w/ K.M.N.C. while we were here alone. I feel that I am connected to many people in more ways than just one. We share things from growing up, our parents, goals for our future & how we plan to achieve those goals & why we have those goals.. to be able to care for our younger sibling(s) if something were to ever happen to our parents!. So anyway, when A.G.E.M arrived home, we had more meaningful convos & then we began to discuss the MEN IN OUR LIVES: one. my man & A.G.E.M man both live on the EAST COAST!. We cant just get up in the middle of the night & say, "hey, i'm going to see _______".... K.M.N.C man... is a guy who she loves dearly, hates to see him w/ another girl, will cut a bi*ch over him & yeah... but we all decided to come up w/ a list of why we LOVE these men!. So here is part 1 of the list thus far!. I'm not quite sure if there will be a part 2 but lets just say there is a part 1 for now!. We live in the present, dream about the future.. & doing what it takes to live our dream someday!. So here begins the list... WE LOVE these men BECAUSE THEY:
- AMBITIOUS
- GOAL ORIENTED
-SUCCESFUL
-DRY SENSE OF HUMOR
-ATTITUDE
-PERSONALITY
-SENSUAL TOUCH TO OUR SOFT, BEAUTIFUL SKIN
-THE TENDER KISSES
-THE TREATMENT WE RECEIVE FROM THEM
-THE LATE NIGHT PHONE CALLS BEING THAT NONE OF THEM WHERE WE ARE
To say the least, writing this blog is making me tear up because he is sooo far away & he is a part of me that I am missing so badly. He is the one who holds me when I cry or until I fall asleep, give me words of advice & encouragement when I am down, tell me everything is going to be okay when I think its all over, and just that person to not only push me when I am falling behind but shove me & tell me I can't give up. Inspire me to be more than just myself, but BETTER than myself. Go to see my family when I'm not even home & express his love to me. I always dreamt of a fairytale life..never knew if it was going to come true or not... but thus far, I can say that the dream is beginning to come true. HARD-WORK, TRUST, DEDICATION, HONOR, FAITH, LOVE, JOY & THE WANT TO CONTINUE is what has held us together this long. [4 years & counting] and made us stronger than those who thought we would never make it. So.. to conclude... I love him dearly, & I vow to myself to do right by him, fight tempations & know not only what but WHO I have waiting for me.. I LOVE YOU L.N.G.J.


XOXO.
E.SHELLE.